i don't care that exam ,haha !

Soon i'll step up and preparing myself to enter a college .But ,there's still an exam to face on this month .It's really frustrating !Actually ,it's not even hard and i'm not studying either .But sometimes it cause a lot of burden in me ,haha .Sometimes ,it even makes me easily get a sudden bad mood .And i can't concentrate on  music too .

Okay ,let's change the topic .My tutor really push me on my limit .I've gotten better at handling it .And i also realize that i've gradually improve my skill ,hahaha !I've started the Carl Flesch's Etude last monday .It's harder than i expected ,and that's why i got scold frequently haha .I'm still preparing for my upcoming audition on 27th of June .I choose Vivaldi's Spring for it .It still on progress though .

Aah ,i hope this exam will end sooner .That way ,i can do a lot of things better than study ,haha .Well ,see ya reader !Gbua :)

best april !

April sure is a busy month .But it's really exciting !I've got quite some job to work on ,hehe :)

On Monday ,19th i will perform with my school ensemble in a school event ,i don't really know it ,i think they called it "Sekolah Mandiri" and stuff .Well ,it's nothing big though .The next one ,is Sunday ,25th still the same ,i'll perform for my school church with the ensemble ,and i started my violin lesson last monday !Finally ,it's been a while since i've got a proper lesson .

I need to practice to make a progress ,on my next lesson ,i'll be learning spring vivaldi .He said that it's an easy piece ,but i don't think so ,we're not too agreeable ,haha .Ooh ,last friday my school celebrate the easter ,well it's sort of late ,haha .And my class won the fashion design contest i'm participating ,but i don't help much .So sorry :(

Aah ,almost forgot !For the upcoming school event ,the ensemble gathered at school yesterday .And we prepared our choosen song ,and practiced it .Some of the ensemble's member ask me about a violin lesson !I'm thinking about it ,i wonder should i accept it in my current state ,but i think i'll take those offers !Thanks pal ,for asking me !

More and more good news ,today my brother will set up the speaker for me ,yay !A really good April !

tiresome holiday

It's been a while since the last holiday .And when the time has come ,there's a lot of homework to do *Yucks* .It's not fair how our math teacher give us a different homework with the other class .There are 80 question (and it's quite difficult) .And the other class assignment is a lot easier than our !They've got the examples on each question .And there's one more assignment ,to search for article about human rights ,well it's not hard .We just have to search it and compare it to the bible .

Today ,there's a representative from INTI College Indonesia .I'm not interested .It's boring ,beside i want to continue on music .Ah ,there's one of my classmate who said that "It will be really different once we've entered the college" .Yes ,there's a lot of my friend who loves the high school times .But for me ,it's more than hell ,i've never expected anything worse than school .But as for me ,once i entered the conservatory ,i will enter my real life ,with a new surrounding .Yeah !Can't wait for !

This friday ,i'll started my reherseal with Ensemble Galilee ,hope that i can do good .I don't care about homework .I hope that i have time for it ,at least i have time to finished 1 subject .Wish me luck !

i miss blogging

Hi readers !

It's been so long ,since i wrote my previous post ,haha (wow for 1 month guys !).I don't have enough time lately .But things never change (tough some have change) .I've got so many troubles lately .The worst thing is i've lost my mobile phone .But i don't feel sad anymore ,beside i realize it now ,i never use my phone for 'communicate' ,well never is too much ,i mean 'rarely' .I just have it ,and sometimes i use it to call my dad/brother to pick me up after school .But the most is i used it for "my musical needs" .

Since i lost my phone ,i don't have any gadget to hear some music ,so i do my practice .But ,my practice is feel happier since i lost my phone .I don't know why but i enjoy it a lot .And i feel that i can produce a more beautiful tone than before .And i love to do my exercise in etude .It's really strange ,but i like this 'strangeness' .Well of course i still have some stories .

My teacher has resign .So i got a new teacher .It's not that i don't like my new teacher ,but his taste won't suit me .I like country ,but i can't do it .I prefer classical than country .But i like both of it .And my new tutor teach me country (i've done 2 lesson with him up until now) .So i plan to quit my lesson this April and take private lesson with my previous tutor .

There's some more ,i'll join the Galilee Ensemble as my teacher suggestion .The conductor is the same one as the orchestra i want to join this September .I'll do my best to pursue their skills !Please wish me luck .Ah ,almost forgot .I've done the "Ret-Ret" .It's not the best ,but i think i got some motivation after it .Thank you !!Well i also thank YOU READER ,haha .One more ,i'm in need of job ,so please let me know if there's any event for violin ,as a performance ,ensemble ,chamber ,etc .Thanks before :)

Attitude Test Result

Hi guys ,i've got something that quite interesting (for me) .It's nothing so important ,really .Last wednesday ,i check on my attitude test result (i mean i consult it with my teacher) .I'm not alone ,my friend is going too .Well ,at first i'm not interested in the test result ,beside i'm in a bad temper when i do it .It just ia reason to skip my indonesian language lesson (haha ,i don't know if it's right or wrong) .

He ask me to count for my answer (ah ,i don't know how to explain it ,but he give some instruction for me to do) .And so do my friend .After we've finished our work .Then he started explaining .

The test score will be :

I/E (Introvert/Extrovert) 

N/S (iNtuition/Sense)    
T/F (Thinking/Feeling)   
J/P (Judging/Perceiving)

As for me ,I got the INTP type .And the explanation is totally right ,that was awesome sir !And he told me about my kind of type (I'm sorry ,it's kind of privacy) .Seriously match with me .And ,it just as i thought ,Art Carrier suit me best .He said that i've got talent on design and art (including music) .And some of the explanation is kind of praising me highly ,how should i say ?I'm kind of know myself better .It just amazing ,how a simple test can immediately change my mood !

N.B : I'm in a really good mood today !I've got my new violin case !It just fantastic !

am i sure enough ?

Finally ,i've got my violin lesson .Though i'm not fully prepared for it (yeah ,i do clean up stuff for the Chinese New Year) .I fell a bit unsure .Thing goes wrong in every way !I'm not talking bad .But that's what i feel .Have i mention on my older post (about the shooting) ?Yup ,they're planning to re-shoot all the scenes !INSANE !I don't have time for that !But i must do it . *YUCKS*

I barely have no free time .I used it for the school assignment ,practice ,and studying .Please ,i don't want to .In my last lesson ,he ask me "What would you do after graduation ?" (his way of asking is showing some hesitation).And i replied ,i told him that i want to continue on music .It makes me think ,am i really sure about it .But i want to !I'm tired of doing things that i don't want to .I hate school !

Later he asked me ,how about join his orchestra .He tell me about it ,and i'm quite interested .But ,the entrance exam is Vivaldi-Spring (it's the easiest) .Let me think 'bout it .And i've made my decision .I will do the audition .Surely ,and the same for Twilite Youth .Well i decided to throw away my school kids activity for awhile .Just until September .I want to focus on the violin .And i don't want to talking big .So i must practice all day !please wish me luck .

Go away school !

YOU'RE NUISANCE !

N.B : happy valentine and chinese new year to all my reader !Best wishes !

yes ,friends are always good

Hi guys ,i really enjoy my '1 day free from practice' ,yup it's today :)

Today i finally go to ITC Mangga Dua and do some shop with my friends .Well since it's the second time ,i just bought a cardigan and jumpsuit .With this ,i finished my hunt for Chinese New Year (konyan) outfit *YAY* .Well ,things won't go smoothly .We face a terrible traffic jam on the way to and home (we take a bajaj on the way to mangdu and on the way home too ,imagine it for 6 people in 1 bajaj !).The crowd isn't very friendly ,and the worst ,i lost my jumpsuit (Oh God ,i just bought it ,my mother will kills me if she find out) ,but luckily the clerk search me patiently ,so i found my jumpsuit .

Well ,that's all .But it's my first time shopping with my friends (to tell the truth ,i always shopping with my mom / my relative sometimes) .It has a really different feeling .But i like my outfit .Though the accent is quite girly .I think it's good to have 2-3 girly outfit ,since i'm quite boyish .And i finally bought my own ankle boots .A pair of brown ankle boots ,it's cool .But it seems that i'll need quite a courage to wear it ,haha .

it look like this ,pretty cool huh

Though i've finished my shop ,there's something that i miss .It's the watch that has an old model .It's like a long chain attained in the top of watch ,the colour is bronze .It has an unique shape ,but it's quite expensive (Rp 80.000,00) .I have it already ,and i got it for Rp 50.000,00 .But i want the one with a cool detail .It's okay though ,i still have one haha .
I want to tell you all that i changed my url into http://chanson-gaie.blogspot.com/ .How is it ?I adapt it  from the france ,it means cheerful song .And my blog Chanson à Entendre à means a song to hear to .I don't have any reason for it ,I just like how it sound .Ah ,it feel good !I assume my practice tomorrow will be just great !wish me luck friends :D

how school should be

For real ,there's nothing worse than school .They make another self-centered rule .They won't think twice about making a rule .Nor asked for the students opinion .You know ,there's a new rule for student lately .They adjusted the school hour from 06:30-14:00 to 06:45-14:10 (and cut our lunch break for 5 minutes ,yeah it's insane) .Let just end this stupid rule !

I won't talk more 'bad' about it .The truth is there's too many .So i think it's better to write my own opinion ,about how school should be .It's not like i hate school that much ,it just i don't like their silly way (ah ,they called it 'strict') .Everyone knows that the first bell rang on 06:25 ,but the lesson started on the 2nd bell (06:30) .So they should call it late on 06:31 .But ,they said "what time is it ?you're late" ,and if we replied "excuse me ,it's still 06:26 mam" ,yet they won't tolerate .Yup ,that's what we called SILLY.

Well ,it just 1 'bad' .I always want to have a nice school ,with a great facilities (it's not like the facilities are just for the environment or 'accreditation' ,it is used by the student and teacher) ,great surrounding (in this case ,most school has achieved it already ,including mine) ,and nice teaching methods .

About the teaching method ,sometimes i envy the other school on other country ,they're trying to bring out the child potential and talents .And they're focusing with their interest .So ,the student will studied willingly (it's the total opposite ,huh) .And we're schooling just for formality in Indonesia ,so it's completely useless .

The school day is too long .Quality is better than quantity (i love this quote ,it's a shame that the author is anonymous) .I can concentrate better if they won't force me to studied that long (and much) .But i agree that some points are good ,and i know school is good .I post it ,so it will stay good :)

Oh my .

In the end of January ,school set another killer schedule .Well ,they never run out of it .The students need to get their guts to finish the physical fitness test ,we did the shuttle run already .The test split the girls and boys into 2 groups .Then ,they give a different standard .Lucky that i'm a girl so i've got the lower standard .Both the girl and boys have to run a distance of 12 meters.In the worst case ,girl standard is set 2 minutes with 20 runs ,but boys need to run until 3 minutes with 30 runs .

Well that's not the true killer .I have to sing in front of all my classmates .I can't sing very well ,i got 70 .But it's really embarrassed me to death .It's a music lesson ,why do we sing a song and not play the instrument ?!Seriously instruments are lots cooler than singing .

Bad luck !There's not enough time for me to buy a set of new outfit for the chinese new year event .I thought of buy it on friday with my friends (mangdu) .But my mama won't allow me ,well she did allow me when i first ask her ,but she refuse to let me go after hearing that the citizen is going to held a demonstration .In result ,i can't go to Mangdu *sob*

a leather drawstring is truly everyday wear

 leather jacket is soo cool !

 

 i don't really like lacey dress ,but i like this dress

 i want a zippered legging !honestly , i don't have any legging

 

a moccasin is always fit me

 I have decided what to buy ,i hope i can buy it on the next monday .I want to buy a leather jacket ,zippered legging ,printed dress ,drawstring bag ,and so on .There's so much of my wish-list ,i know i can't buy them all ,but it's fun to have a wish-list .I just wanted to check it out on Mangdu ,that's all .I hope my mother will permit me to shop next monday ,hehe .Thanks for hearing my share guys :)

early school

Aah ,finally i can do a post .Lately ,my school is getting busier and busier .They goes on and goes on with lots of works .Our shooting is feel like hell .It's kinda ruined .Well ,our class make a horror movie .But i didn't expect it to get creepier and creepier .Well ,i don't know the details ,but today i saw the scene that has something 'unusual' .It's a voice ,extremely clear yet it is unpredictable .A *geeeek* sound .

About that creepy voice ,it comes from our health clinic ,but i feel like to ignore it .Well ,it's still not sure .It's just like ,there's no time to rest .Seriously ,i feel exhausted .It's real hard to balance my practice ,school ,and school works .*Okay ,it's how all the high schoolers felt*

I don't think time would pass this quickly .Soon ,the Chinese New Year will start (a.k.a sincia) .That's my favorite !Bad luck that it's fall on sunday *yucks ,then they won't throw a holiday ,this year holiday is the worst !* By the way ,i've already create my own wish-list .I definitely want a new violin case !I hope that i've got enough for it .Please bless me more God :)

An extreme week soon will pass *YAY* !I've got enough of it ,say goodbye to works !

continuous ,huff

So sorry for the late post guys :(

Right now i've got a lot of to-do list !I'm really confused on which one should i do first .My father caught on illness ,and my school is a real disturb (so many works to do) ,so in this 2 weeks ,i abandon my practice ,don't imagine it ,i can make a real annoying noise with my violin .Moreover ,the church that my teacher told me will held a performance at 30 February .I got it ,i won't play .

It's pretty early of the new year ,but i'm really busy with these stuff .And the worst one is school !I can't concentrate in my lesson (i hope the test won't coming this month) ,i'm really tired ,once i headed home ,i'm really exhausted .Those circumstances keep continuing since 2 weeks ago .Now that my father has get back up ,i want to redo my practice .I hope i can do it right .I'm working on my arm vibrato right now ,but it's pretty hard .

it's my teacher assignment ,and i've got the new one today too ,Forgive me God .

My school works this time was to make a movie set .And i manage to be the music editor ,and a supernumenary .Sucks of being supernumenary ,i have to come for an unwanted scene .Moreover sometimes they cancel the shooting (oh god ,i've brought my stuff already) .I'm sure have it rough .I hope our school-stuff on my next grade won't be worse than this .Talking about my school i've finally reach the second semester .It means i need to prepare a lot for my final exam .
Hey today i switch my lesson with irene's .So i got my lesson in 3 p.m .And i finished it already .I play the second position assignment from him ,not too bad ,well not as bad as the last one .And i think i've nothing too urgent to do this week ,so it's the best time to practice !Wish me luck guys !and please wish me luck on my school too :)